I came in here from a vape and I dont remember what I was going to write. I hate how my memory is terrible a lot of the time. It took so long to get back into the building because no one heard the door bell, or at least they didnt feel like answering it (it can only be heard in the nursing station) like usual there was no one out there so Id have to wait until someone walked by and noticed I was standing there.
I'm waking up earlier in the morning, I set my alarm clock to wake me up for 7am. They have something on my schedule called "drop in" at 930am, which is a total joke.
It's not so bad we just sit there and watch Youtube videos on the projector, but I dont think anyone wants to listen to a lot the stuff Id put on. Then I have to listen to what people put on there and maybe have a vapid conversation with one of the staff since I never talk to any of the patients except "hi" or "Excuse me" when they're in my way.
I'm writing this while sleepy. That "drop in" thing is one of the only things on my schedule now and I dont know how that contributes to me getting any better.
Things I'm doing are helping more than they ever did. They tend to take credit for when I improve even though they're doing very little. Like the doctor will say a medication is working well, when really the medication has done nothing for me except hinder me.
Doctors in general take credit whenever I improve even though they do very little. Except drug me with stuff that messes me up.
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