I tend to think about woeful things.

I tend to think about bad stuff a lot. Like when I think about things, bad things tend to stick out more. I dont like to think about things in positive or negative thinking, since I think the whole doctrine of positivity is a toxic ideology. All positivism is toxic positivity if you ask me. 

You run into people all the time that rather be positive all the time. They put on a mask and never show their true selves to most people. Maybe that’s a good thing in a way but it’s frustrating when it’s someone that you like. Not sure if I’m going on a tangent with that thought. Overly nice people are fake. 

I think everything happens on a spectrum, nothing is either positive or negative. Both a negative or positive thing can be a bad thing. It depends on the context. There has to be some sort of balance. 

I tend to be on the thinking about depressing things end of spectrum way too much. Even though I do get through bad things I tend to only focus on the negatives or nothing at all. Which often leaves me feeling depressed or empty. Id like to work on that. Maybe I need some professional help for working through bad experiences I had in the past. That's currently out of reach with my income.