I might give up on online chat all together. This means no chat like IRC or Discord. I might not go through with just giving up all together because it's fun sometimes though not very much fun usually. I just dont have the social skills involved to talk to anyone so I thought of just giving up talking to anyone unless I absolutely have to. Either that or talk to people only in RL. A lot of people online act like an ass. Though, I have no one to talk to offline or any way to meet people. I dont talk to strangers and I always thought approaching strangers was a weird thing to do. Most of the time I dont do it except in times when I wasnt thinking straight.
I no longer want to drink so I cant meet people in bars. I wouldnt be tempted to drink beer in a bar but it would be weird being in a bar when I'm not drinking and everyone else would be buzzed. You dont meet people in coffee shops.
Also I have a bad reputation in town due to people slandering me. So it's pretty hard to meet people when a lot of people have a pre-conceived notion of me that isnt true.
Chatting online is a source of stress for me and it makes me feel bad about myself because I feel rejected by people. Either I'm talking to people I dont share much in common with or I just suck at interacting with people.
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