I feel like becoming a hikkimori. Ghost everyone. Maybe I shouldve done that a long time ago. Though I crave social contact. Maybe I should talk to people the boomer way because talking to people online doesnt usually pan out very well because those people are usually more terminally online than I am, and I'm pretty terminally online. A lot of head cases on the internet, including the /soc/ board(makes me look sane even on a bad day, that says a lot because I am a legit head case). At least I've been attracting a lot of head cases with my posts on /soc/ so I may take a break from it. That's not to say it's all bad. I ran into a few cool people there. Though a lot of people that just suck.
They got me on a new injectable and like the day after I get it I become suicidal. These meds are making me mentally unstable at times. It comes and goes. Everything passes in the end.
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