Tuesday, July 4, 2023

I'm bored and boring


 I have nothing interesting to say. One time I browsed to the paranormal board on 4chan just for something to do. I didnt read anything because it's just schizo's rambling about stuff. I thought this picture was pretty so I thought Id slap it here. Aliens? they may exist but they're arent interested in us and chances are we are all alone, you know how rare of a place earth is? 

Anyways that reminds me of something. Just me pasting this unrelated image I was reminded of a guy I met on Discord would said I was soulless. Because he found me cropping my pfp from a meme without knowing the lore of the character souless.

I just liked the expression on her face I felt it fit me so I picked it as my pfp. Why take a series that seriously? Isnt there like better things to spend your energy on? 

I really liked the guy at the time but in retrospect he was pompous, even called himself "Serenity" when he first added me over /soc/ on 4chan. The whole time I talked to him I was infatuated with him for some weird reason. I was afraid to talk to him because subconciously without realizing it I felt like I was walking on eggshells with him. I think I was. Honestly, I really need to find better things to do and get off some of the medication that makes me stupid. 

Most of the month I knew him I barely messaged him and instead blogged in his friends server. It was an odd sight in Discord. Very chill, had a few people that seemed very functional. 

They were toxic in a way that was helpful. Other Discord communities, well most of the servers on Discord was like being bukkaked with nonesense. I kind of liked that one even though I shared nothing in common with the people in there except for a vague interest in Touhou while they were hardcore fans. My interest in everything is vague so maybe I share nothing in common with anyone. 

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